Friday 27 July 2012

.....nO HaRd fEeLiNg...!_!


ok.. siyes.. ak rase x bez d saat ini..
hu3.. agak jrang ye prasaan ni btandang..
even ak taw hasrat ak ni mmg x munasabah lgsg..
p klu ak ade batu ajaib yg bole tunaikan pmintaan..
ak mmg da mnx byk bnde
n yg plg2 ak nk mnx tok waktu skang ni..
ak nak klu bole sume manusie kat dunie ni
xde prasaan marah.fullstop.

why?
yup ak sgt admit ak mmg susah nk marah..
bukan sbb ak mmg baik..
tapi............ yup im kind of person yg suke pendam..
x kesah owg nk ckp pe..nk ckp x bgoz r pndam prasaan..mmg ak xbole nk mrah..
kdg2 ak mmg ade rase nk mrah bile..
smthng 2 ak xsuke r blaku..
or smthng yg wat kdg2 ak trase tahap gaban (klu cket2 je trase mmg xdenye r nk mrah)
p ak saloo cntrol..kdg2 bkn ak cntrol..mcm.. ade feel x bes klu mrah2
n ak mudah kesian kat owg yg akan dmarah oleh ak 2...2 xjdik nk mrah..

tapi arini... nak luahkan... yup..im not good enough..
tapi..bole x tgur care yg mcm slow2 ke...mcm ak layan diowg..
yup..slame ni ak mmg x kesah.. but today ak da stat kesah.
sbb ak maseh dlm proses blaja smthng new..
sperti yg kt sedia maklum.. owg bawu blaja mmg x power g r owg kate..
but.. ak kne r td..n kne dgn pkataan yg kesat...
huh...ok.. ak mmg da x tahan..
dan ade feel x bes skang ni..rase nk nanges pn ade..
tapi apekan daya..
ak just let go je kali ni..
n lupe plak.. ak nak sgt2 mnx kat batu ajaib 2..
supaye sume owg kat dunie ni.. layan ak mcm mane yg ak layan diowg..
p sume 2 x mungkin tjadi..
ak sbnanye sgt suke keje dlm keadaan yg girang..tapi skang...............................

2 r.. ak hope sgt2.. one day mereka sdar kpentingan 'sabar' 2..
sbb lpas ni myb ak da kureng gile2 g,, or glak2,,
sbb ak da rase x slese nak bgaul mesra g ngn depa 2..
klu ni yg diowg nak.. ak folow je..
yup ak mmg rndu 'agribiznesrian'....
sbb mereka bes.. ak jrang rase feel yg x bes...
if ade, pn ala.. cket2 je.. biase r 2..but then cpat ok...
n sudi tok aja ak if siyesly ak xley what smthng 2,,
hmmm.. yup ayat ak mmg mcm x besyukur dgn pe yg de..
ciap mnx batu ajaib r..
ak just luahkan je.. sbb mmg tngah rase x bes..

ok.. nak muhasabah jap..
bye2!_!




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